Sorry it has to end like this.

Hey guys, now, I know you all are probably feeling shocked and disappointed just as you see the title, but yeah, the title do sums it all.

To be honest, I don’t really feel like working on this askblog anymore and I barely have any free time to draw anything for the blog too, even though I really enjoyed running this blog as well as get to interact with a lot other cool characters that I really love too. I really do tried to work on Endel more further but, it just backfires and make me feel even more frustrated every time i try to draw her again. I’m really proud of Endel really, its pretty sad for me to end it here just like that, I’ve also wrote a lot about Endel’s storyline and I really would like to show them to you guys, because I really spent a lot of time and ideas onto developing her story but I can’t manage to present it no matter how hard I try to, it just doesn’t works for me no matter what. I’ve lost my interest in the fandom too„ I still love it, but not as passionate as I used to be. I feel like, I might as well let this blog go other than always coming back here saying that ‘there will be stuffs’ and keep your hopes up but then it’s always just one of those ‘yeah, there will be stuffs!’ posts than any actual updates.

Well I guess this is it for Endel’s run then, I don’t know, perhaps one day I will change my mind about this but I think that chance is very slight. Endel will still exist but I’ll probably revamp her character and put her into a whole new universe.

Before i end this text post, I just wanna say, thank you, thank you all, all my followers, friends as well as many other amazing artists/roleplayers for always supporting Endel and me, I really had fun while it lasted. And I’m very sorry if I disappointed you guys, sorry for the rps I’ve never finished, sorry everyone.

[Revamping the blog a little]

[Hey guys! Sorry that I’ve been very inactive on Endel’s blog I’ve just been thinking to revamp the blog a little, and I’ve just decided to do so. Endel’s design will change a bit as well as the blog’s theme, but her personality, story and relationship will remain the same! I’ll get to work on her new ref before I start continue her story and asks!]

I’ve got to say something

I was just clearing out Endel’s inbox and I found out that there’s quite a lot of amount of asks that’s actually…uhm sexual. Most of them are pretty old (like since I’ve started this blog) it used to not bug me at all because I would just ignore or save up later for any nice comebacks?

But it just kinda bothers me the fact that, most of them are actually sounding more like they’re demanding Endel to do certain inappropriate things, I don’t want to drag any gender directed issues here because I know from what I mostly sees, most endermen blog receive such asks as well and of course they deal it in a different way. (Thats totally okay of course, different characters have different personalities!)

What I’m going to say is that, please acknowledge that not all characters (be it enderman or not) are presented in a sexualized way, it’s okay if you find my characters sexy? But just know that, I did not intend to present them that way. Endel is not that kind of character, she has no interest nor do she has the knowledge about the concept of sex, heck she’s only 16 and she has a mindset of a preadolescent.

I read all the asks and just sorta thought I’ll express my thoughts about it, I don’t know, it’s kinda like a marketing thing like a product was presented by a sexy model and buyers started to think all similar products has to be presented with a sexual image.

I just wanted to express my thought about this and that’s all. I do apologize if my thought sounded I don’t know, maybe problematic for some people? But yeah, I didn’t meant to offend anyone, that’s just what I wanted to say. 

Mod: Thanks a lot you guys for all the nice messages for Endel qvq oh she’s just a brat who likes compliments a lot~ I know some messages are pretty old but I’m slowly picking up uvu

Endel: Such an inappropriate thing to ask.

An Important Message From The Hub.

the-mineblog-hub:

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  • If you you are a Minecraft ask and/or fan blog, please reblog this post. Do not ask why we need ALL Mincraft ask and/or fan blogs to reblog this, we just do. Your assistance will be greatly appreciated.

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Translation:

Atuk: How many times has Atuk told you? Don’t fall asleep on a tree branch! You have been unconscious for a week now since you fell down from the top of the tree!

Endel: Atuk! That hurts…

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Translation:

Wait! on…one week!?

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Atuk: Selamat kembali, Endel.

eyjoey:

Actually a rather personal picture„ I just really felt like apologizing to Endel.I spent a lot of time developing her plot and story but never bring myself to actually spend time to deliever them out. Sometimes I just felt like I’m not good enough for her, like I’m not doing my job as a mun to the fullest, I’m very proud that I created and having her but I feel very guilty for not being able to update her stories properly or manage her blog well, and even to the point that I felt tired of drawing her.
This picture also define the relationship between me and her, yes, I view myself as a ‘god’ to my characters because I created them and I just let them go and live as themselves. Which is why I don’t interfere their stories, I don’t appear in their stories, I don’t interact with them in their stories(only occasionally out of their universe) I just watch them from above, or the fourth wall.
I felt like she’s one of my characters which I owed to big time and I just, really wanted to draw this out, to apologize to her as well as every single one of you who adores her and follows her blog.
I hope when I finally get back I could turn things around and back to the old days again.

eyjoey:

Actually a rather personal picture„ I just really felt like apologizing to Endel.
I spent a lot of time developing her plot and story but never bring myself to actually spend time to deliever them out. Sometimes I just felt like I’m not good enough for her, like I’m not doing my job as a mun to the fullest, I’m very proud that I created and having her but I feel very guilty for not being able to update her stories properly or manage her blog well, and even to the point that I felt tired of drawing her.

This picture also define the relationship between me and her, yes, I view myself as a ‘god’ to my characters because I created them and I just let them go and live as themselves. Which is why I don’t interfere their stories, I don’t appear in their stories, I don’t interact with them in their stories(only occasionally out of their universe) I just watch them from above, or the fourth wall.

I felt like she’s one of my characters which I owed to big time and I just, really wanted to draw this out, to apologize to her as well as every single one of you who adores her and follows her blog.

I hope when I finally get back I could turn things around and back to the old days again.

Important notice!

eyjoey:

I’m chosen for the National Service, it’s like a draft thing where you have to go to a military camp and train there for 3 months.
And I’ve been selected to attend it so…yeah. I’m in the first batch so that means I’ll be going on January 4th and the training will officially be finish on March 18th.

They won’t allow us to use cellphones during weekdays so I’ll only most likely to get online during weekends with my phone since computers were not allowed.

But I do have a break between January and Febuary because of the Chinese New Year holiday, so I’ll have a week off and return home to chill for a while :D

so yeah, just wanna tell you guys this, I won’t be updating much unless its necessary. So I’m sorry if I didn’t get to reply your messages or anything! But I’ll try to reply to them when I have the chance in weekends x)

See yaa!

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